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Back In School!

It feels great to be back in school, being able to wield the pen to scribble stuffs down, flip through notes and listen to lecturers speak.

To accommodate that, it enlightens me to realise that I’m finally able to break away from the undesirable lifestyle that I’ve been indulging myself with for the past month. That includes all the late nights, where I would stay up at unearthly hours at clubs to get myself intoxicated with alcohol and getting pleasure from music blasting away at immensely high volume.

P/s: Korean class today was awesome!

UPDATES!

Finally! I've manage to set up an online web page to sell stuffs!
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It would be great if you provide some support!

It has been months since I've posted something here.
I've been hanging around Tumblr. ever since I left this platform.
However, I've decided to manage both at the same time!

To start off after my long hiatus, I'll let the pictures do the talking!

EPIC!

Alternating

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Withdrawal

18th June

I over slept..
I was supposed to get up at 2 o'clock today but I couldn't hear the alarm going off. Ughhhhhhhhhhhh! I feel like shit man. Now, I'm left with one more week to study for the MSTs.

Met Asmine, Phoebe, Jerome & Weisen for dinner today.
We cabbed down to Bedok85 from feeb's place.
I love the food there.. though you'd be simmered with smoke stench from the hawker stalls. Its especially nice to have dinner there with your friends once a while.. you'll get this warmth. Short day out and I'm already back home.

17th June

After Muay Thai Lesson, Sean & I met up with Jerome & Weisen @ Chinatown's Ann Siang Hill. We went to Style Nordic as they were having sales on certain stuffs. After which, we cabbed down to Bugis for dinner. Steamy steamboat x BBQ! Haha! I had a great time, definitely. I hope to have sessions like this often with the whole bunch if thats possible.

Gosh it's already past 12am.. I'm gonna try to mug, maybe @ Tmart? Joke..

Some random pics
Facial mask day @ Feebs place 2 weeks ago? haha.

Frenzy

I told you I love outings like this.
Dinner with the whole bunch then to Powerhouse for a blast.

& Here are some pictures to fill in my post!

13th June


Iris



Seafood Platter for 2 (Ed's & J's)

Kane

Partaay!

Romie & Feebee

Feebee & Ed

Amanda & Phoebe

xx

xx

Untangling heartstrings isn't my forte.. I'm managing it though.

I like seeing the upturning at the corners of your lips.

@@@

Where can I get my Mogu Mogu Apple Aloe Vera?
How come it's not selling @ 7-11 anymore?


Anyway I've completed the 25 episodes of Boys Before Flowers. Guem Jan Di: Fighting!!!

Damn.. I'm left with 2 more weeks.
J. please start something when you get up will you?
Breakfast @ Delifrance with Grandma, Dad & Sis!
I better sleep now.
Gdnight!

I..

Boys Over Flowers

I was planning to lie down on my bed for awhile and.. Gosh! I got up realising it's already 10am. Wow, I've practically slept for 17 incredibly long hours. I dozed off about 5pm yesterday due to the awesome drama marathon and lovely Koo Hye Sun (구혜선) as Guem Jandi.. I couldn't stop watching because I wanted to know what happens next! You'll get this occasional lust of curiosity at every end of an episode or even partial sections as I'm watching it on YouTube.

Although I've slept for so long, I've got this ache all over my body and I'm feeling so tired and worn out. Damn! I'm lazing on my couch again. I can't seem to bring this body that is currently fuelled with fatigue to start doing some revision.

Someone please get me out of this stature..

Reflections

Stay home Tuesday for Yours Faithfully.

How did I actually allow my day to drift past just like that?
I practically did nothing other than stoning in front of my laptop which lasted for hours. Common'.. I should be thankful that I'm given three whole weeks to prepare for the up comming MSTs. Not including the weekends, I've wasted two long days. After much reflection, I've decided to start working towards my grades as of tomorrow. Two things to begin with is to have a positive mindset and strong will power. I shall not drift away from my initial goal and I will start incurring more time on the essentials that should be my priority.

Focus J. Focus J. Focus J. Focus J. Focus J.

Pace

St.James wasn't as fun compared to Saturday's night. The dance floor was practically similar to a mosh pit cum sardine can, it was especially packed. Damn those underage parties. Anyway, I'm dead beat! After all that squeezing and suffocation I've been through.. its time for me to tuck myself in. Good night fellas. Ciaos!

Night out

Phuture equates to awesome-ness

Bloody hell I just got up and everyone is partying at Zouk now! I was supposedly taking a short nap earlier and planned on waking up at 5pm. Still I'm dead tired. After Phuture yesterday, I went over to my grandma's place and 8 in the am we headed off to the crematorium to collect my grandpa's ashes. Thus, I slept through the whole of today.

Blues

Lessons we called off today so I didn't have to attend school. I got up at 9 this morning and got ready and since class was cancelled, I headed out together with my parents. My dad had to fetch my aunt and grandma to the church where the funeral procedure will take place.

The blazing sun was emanating through the entire atmosphere this hot frantic Monday morning. It was seconds before the magnificent cathedral greets us as it peeks through a tiny front-door opening as we entered the gates of Church of Our Lady of Lourdes. After my dad had parked his black matte Chevrolet, we strolled down a walkway towards the Apparition Room where the coffin was placed. As time phased, individuals would come and leave and relatives would arrive timely, carrying with them their warmth heart. Some would begin reminiscing and others had conversion started. Now, all of us are awaiting for the pastor to arrive in 2 hour time.

Friday night

I'm writing on yesterday's account

Ed & I went to chill at Cineleisure's Gloria Jeans right after school today. After which, we headed back. On our walk to Pasir Ris Bus Interchange, we bumped into Hazel and we decided to head to Downtown East for dinner @ subway with Flinda. Ziyang joined us as well. After dinner, we got tickets for Terminator Salvation. Had few games of pool before Kane and Weisen came down to join us for the movie. Overall, the show was awesome. A rather short but incredible day.

I'm off to visit my grandpa now..

When I arrived at the ICU..
All there was left was a monitor depicting his heart rate.
If only it reads above a hundred.
As the hours pass.. No, it did not doubled, it halved.
As the hours pass.. There were only sorrows and build-up of tears.
At 10.11pm it was death sentence.

Facade

Everyone has their own little thought pool. Some integrate these fractures of interpretations perfectly with little implications that doesn't bring about unpleasant happenings. Factors abiding it may be focused upon the circumstances to which they belong. It all lies on this tiny fulcrum which decides whether you get it right or wrong. Its not what you perceive, its the fact that should be questioned.

Through these years, I'm changing my perception with time phase. No doubt that errors might prevail. I've always done essential thinking before action to provide a better understanding of the various situations that crosses my pathway in life.

I have this flaw, prone to be positive most of the times. Thats my incredibly high tolerance level. Especially towards people I hold dear. Having patience and giving in to individuals are prime factors contributing a healthy relationship. If one doesn't makes a move, nothing is going to spur. I don't see why its so difficult to initiate a simple gesture.

I would like to say that when I consider you as either an acquaintance or a foe, I'll ensure you that I mark my stand. People with selfish intentions are first on my list to be struck out. I've always appreciate people who are thoughtful. Those who shower little hint of concern and appreciation are life's wonders.

Lets part from my thoughts for now..

I wanna watch Terminator Salvation so badly.
However, I've got so much work to get started.

To-Do-List
1. ideas
2. A&P blog
3. Biochemistry's essay
4. Problem Based Learning (Mathematics)
5. General Optics tutorial 7

I wanna sleep.

Hit The Buzzer

Don't you hate it when you're not the one?

I was rather caught up with school work ever since my last entry. Fortunately, I'm back to my initial stature now. However, that doesn't mean that I'm a free man now. I've still got a huge load of doubts to clear and assignments to settle.
To sum up, this week was rather pleasant and school is great!
I'm glad that I'm able to adapt to the change.

Fragment

Life's fragile

Grandpa is left alone in his ward now
Imagine if you're not able to even utter a word
As you can't find the strength to achieve that
Place yourself on a death bed
So lonely and cold at sundown
As the minute hand shifts its position with time phase
All you gain is more pain
All you want to do is to let go..
And theres nothing anyone can do to alter fate..

Sniffs

Its freezing now..
Yet I'm perspiring.
My running nose and body aches are killing me.
J is unwell..

Don't drift away.

Dissociation

I like the way

you seem to circle your little hands

around my heart

and pull back when

I'm so close to grasping it.

Phase

Somehow or rather.. I feel that days cruise past extremely fast. With a blink of an eye, they smack you right in the middle of the week and who knows.. Friday approaches and a fresh new week begins.

So I asked myself: What have I achieved after seventeen long years?
I paused momentarily..
Nothing much I guess.
Cold hard facts.
I've got to work on it.

On a lighter note, I enjoyed today's Critical Reasoning Skills lesson. Paired up, Ed and I did a discussion on the topic of Censorship. The teacher commented that it was well done. No rebuttals.

Anyways, it's getting late.
Ciaos!~

Pleasant days in school

Number 1
Pick your battles.. choose one that is favourable to your circumstance and not the other way round. You set those undesirable ones aside cause you don't have to be in all.

All of us needs at least one or maybe two close friends. Someone who knows all about you and likes you just the same. A friend may well be reckoned the masterpiece of nature. A friend is the first person to come in when the whole world goes out. A friend loves at all times. A friend is one who remains true to us under all circumstances and is one of life's choicest blessings.

Some of life's hurts are so deep and painful that to forgive the people who caused them seems impossible. However, forgiveness is the experience of healing that drains the poison from the wound.

Sometimes.. love sure hurts. Maybe if we don't love them it wouldn't be so hard. To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact.. you must give your heart to no one. Wrap it carefully around with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness.

To love is to take risks, to expose our hearts.

J.

Xenophobia

Sometimes.. We have to get lost to find ourselves.

IAATF X Y-3

Day2

Unfortunately, we were late for school yet again. And this time round.. it was almost thirty minutes! All thanks to the wet weather causing traffic to be congested. Bus21's velocity couldn't match up with the racing time. Thus, leading to Ed's late arrival at the MRT station. Interesting part was.. When we got there.. The teacher uttered a sentence or two and she concluded with.. "Alright class, you can go off for your break now!" The lesson for us was merely a minute? Jezus Christ. Shouldn't have even rushed to school. Luckily, we didn't cabbed down.

Good night fellas.

Alarm is gonna sound at 6.

Ciaos!

Cruxification

To everything there is a season, a time for
every purpose under heaven: A time to be
born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a
time to pluck what is planted; a time to kill,
and a time to heal; a time to weep, and a time to
laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather
stones; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain
from embracing; a time to gain, and a time to lose;
a time to keep, and a time to throw away; a time
to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence,
and a time to speak; a time to love, and a time
to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace...

I shan't elaborate much about..

First day of school
Off to Republic Polytechnic right after lessons with Alson & Edd to meet up with Sue and KJ. Alone time at Raffles City's Starbucks then to town for a rather short while. Back to City Hall to meet Ed and Romie right after their work. And home sweet home!
Lesson starts at 8 tomorrow. I've got to get to bed now!
Ciaos.

Thoughts

Today's the commence of school term.
That means I've gotta clear my mind.. Off any distractions.
Having a good start is usually an incentive. Thus, I've to clear my blurred vision and stay focus on what I'm working towards.
That is.. the goal on the other side of the field.

Caught 17 again @ Tamp mall with the others; Eddie Phoebe Iris Jerome Weisen KahJun Dylan and Alson. Then back home.

Truth is.. I'm not all that excited for school tomorrow.
One of my reason is that I've known my classmates already..
So there will be no suspense.
Lessons will begin at 10 later on.
Gonna sleep right after this or I'll be dead tired.
Edd's working tomorrow.. that means I'm going back home alone.
Ciaos.

Aloy's B'DAY!

"Ohm Chi Chi, Ohm Chi!
Tuki Tuki Tuki.. Tuki!
Tong Kat Tong Kat!!"

"This Is The Game Of ___ Stupid! ___ Stupid.. ___ Stupid!"
(Blank would be a person's name. As always.. Kah Jun would be the main showcase. HAHA!)

Yesterday was one hell of a night!
Aloy's party was great..
Actually, the word awesome would describe it better.
Hope he enjoyed his day! Happy 18th Birthday once again.
I shall update with pictures when they are ready.
Ciaos.

Tangled heart-stings

Never getting anywhere.. His chest now weighs some 40tonnes carrying a huge load of attachments. They say.. he'd never win. But still.. He tries.. He hangs in there waiting as time races past..

A short day out..
Headed down town to meet the others after dinner with mum and dad. Met them at Cineleisure.. and off to Parklane for a short LAN-gaming session. Cabbed back home right after that and here I am blogging.

Today's Aloysius birthday and BBQ session at his place later on!
Can't wait to meet the whole bunch.

You ought to realise that life's isn't all about frontallabs..
So what if you're part of it?
You're still a shallow person deep down and wimp on the surface.
Apart from that.. Whats with comming over here?
How about identifying yourself?
Then we'll see if you're even comparable with our league.
Maybe.. I'll even disintegrate my words back to my vocal folds.
However, you're in no stature to even begin with.
Pussy boy.

Boredom

Uncalled for
Individuals creating a commotion evolved from hatred to dissing them by categorizing and discriminating. Merely, on an online based platform. Seems intriguing.. but rather annoying.

Stay home frenzy. 2 days and still counting..

They kill their target and won't stop even if they had been cremated, thrashed and dispersed. Seems like they're sprawling an on-slaught. Boredom kills..

The commence of school term isn't all that charming. My vital signs aren't complying with the current situation I'm in. The feeling of unprepared-ness, lost and mid-low esteem are re-igniting. A metamorphosis ought to be crashing in.. or I won't pull through..

Alright I'm heading out now. Ciaos~

A step back.

13Aprilo9
ORIENTATION.Day1

Travelled down to Dover with Edd and Phoebe. P, she got off at City Hall for her first day of work at Raffles City's Springfield.

First day of school was alright.. I was really excited at first. Cos' I'll be able to know who's my classmates and all. However, there was nothing much planned for us except few performances which wasn't that amusing. The MC was rather hilarious though. He'll add random jokes to his speech. No games or whatnot's.. just long draggy speeches by our Principal and the Director of CLS then back to some classroom which took us years to get to for some briefing and appointing of class representatives. Glad that our class tutor is friendly.. He would crack jokes whilst speaking and he seems rather cheerful in a way. Wednesday would be SPICE training. I doubt I'll be going down for that. The following day would be our Flag Day. Yes.. I can't wait for school to start proper. Then I'll be heading down to school with Ed, Sean and Dylan. Also, having meet ups with Alson and Shawn for breaks. Great!

After Orientation, we met up with Sean. He was practically waiting for us for almost 2 hours as he ended his earlier. After which, we headed down to Chinatown for our extremely late lunch. Then off to Ann Siang. Ed and I were scouting for shoes. Can't seen to find any which looks appealing. We left rather in a jiffy, because there is practically nothing much there. We took the train down to Dhoby Ghaut and headed down to Cathay. I got black Raglan there. A short walk and we've already arrived at Cineleisure. Ed bought his pair of shoes from Fred Perry, the pair that I initially wanted! Ass. Feebee left work slightly earlier and came down to look for us! Then.. we went to Botak Jones for dinner! Plenty of coins used to trade for my Fish & Chips and 2 Cajun Burger. Haha! Back to Cine for a game of pool with Ed. Always, its my treat. Cause I'd never win. Score: 3-1 HAHA! Alson and Jerome came after work and all of us headed back.
Supper with Aly & Ed at Tmart and stay-over at Ed's place.


As you can see, the amount of solid(J's) not proportionate to the stripes(Ed's)

Feebee:)

Romie

Sean

Farewell

2-days before Ziyang left for N.S.

Sat's night
Drinking session at our usual hangout in Elias.
Met up with Ed, Aloy & Dylan at Cineleisure's Koufu for dinner.
We had few rounds of pool while waiting for the rest to knock off from work. Feebeee & Iris came shortly. Sadly, Iris left soon after as she was meeting her friends for movie.
Met Romie and Alson after their work and we got 'wan wan' for transport back to east side. Rest dropped of at Aloy's place while me and Ed headed back to get changed. Supper with Ed & P before we headed over to our usual spot to meet up with the rest.




Sunday
Steamy steamboat with the whole bunch.
I love gathering sessions like this.
Headed down to Tampines1 with Phoebe early in the afternoon for my interview @ Springfield. We went to Ed's mum shop right after to look for both Ed and Ziyang. After which, met the rest and we left for Bugis to have our steamboat!